Back to where I was last year...the exact same feelings... Disappointments...regrets...another loss... I told myself not to expect anything but being human...I expected...I hoped...and now I'm facing the consequences...why is it hard for me to be happy? Facing the 5 stages of grieve is tiring...
I'm suppose to take risks in these matters but the downside tradeoff is not worth it! I'd rather just stayed as I was...this didn't have to happen...why me?
Words of wisdom from a friend...
"Jangan katakan kenapa aku yang kena? Jangan labelkan aku yang malang. Tetapi katakan, aku yang terpilih. Terpilih untuk putus cinta dengan manusia supaya ‘terpaksa’ bercinta dengan Allah. Memang begitulah rahmat Tuhan, kekadang DIA memutuskan untuk menyambungkan. Putus cinta dengan manusia, tersambung cinta dengan Allah. Inilah hikmah di sebalik kesusahan, kemiskinan, kegagalan, dan termasuklah putus dalam bercinta. Dalam ujian kesusahan selalunya manusia lebih mudah ingatkan Allah."
Adakah aku ini seorang yang tidak tahu bersyukur? I am grateful for it all...but I guess I wanted more...I still do...
RT @TheNoteboook: #ThingsWeAllHate being heartbroken. It changes your mood, your tone, and your ability to live your life. I wish it upon nobody.
It's happening again...
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babe, putus cinta ka?
lol, been there and if it is true, never fear, friend! you meet the wrong person so that you will find the right one. just remember to use the good memories, learn or be tougher by the bad ones. ;)
as austen wrote in her pride and prejudice, "Think only of the past as its remembrance gives you pleasure"
tats
Shaz, a nice fren used to say "Dont worry abt the ppl in ur past, there's a reason why they didn't make it to ur future"
Cheers darling, life's too short to be heartbroken :)
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